"Collective Sigh"
Hot.
My god.
There is so much going on in my brain. I actually cried for joy. How many of you have ever seen me cry about anything? Wow. Thank god. Holy shit and I think I just jizzed. Fuck Republicans. And this time I have proof.

Now the rebuilding begins.

As for Lanc

We not only can....... We DID. DAMN IT!

Thanks DarthCrank, you make a lot of posts with a lot of info.

I hate politics.

I love arguing about them..

I think we are always fucked either way...

Every time I hear Ron Paul speak, he makes sense. But every second I devote a thought to it I doubt his sincerity. I think I just do not.....will not trust another politician again.... ever. Not that I EVER trusted bush.....that fucking redneck I always hated. It is just that I think I see a conspiracy in almost everything now.

Bitter or did I develop a derangement???

So I went out. Bad idea, I know no mater what, and I still forgot to get my car washed even though there is a perfectly good car wash just across the street forgot anyway. Went to get break fluid and oil for my car and all the car place had was the break fluid. Can you believe this shit, an auto store and their oil reserve was next to nothing. It was like going into a fucking Shopko or some shite! For christsake man you are an AUTO PARTS STORE carry fucking oil. Cars need that shite! Well I did not really need the oil, not yet anyway, so I moved on. Decided that self medication may be the best way to go so I go a bottle of Bushmills. Also just after I bought it I figured out I can't drink it since I just brushed my teeth to go out and it would taste like shit. Damn the reality hates me right now. Saw a woman in a red sports car on my way to get the Whiskey though. Thing is she was about 90 and her eyes just barely got above the drivers side window. All I could think was Chthuhlu. I do not know why, but I did. Then there was the bitch, yes bitch that took up two parking spots right in front of me. I was about to say something but then I realized that my mouth just does not work any longer. Witty and me are not friends right now. So instead I just stared at her. I know not really me, but my brain is kinda mush. You do not know how many times I have reversed type in this post, yet I keep going. I think it has been a half hour now. If you could see I am certain you would laugh. Like the clown. HAHA./. Going to try to sleep again.

It is happening again. I am awake and I should be asleep. The past four nights have been little to no sleep as I wake up every half hour at least and suffer for it in the morning. Is that what we are at now. Yes it is. It is now morning again. At lest this is my Friday so I can try to get this back in order. Perhaps drink myself into a coma. That may help. Though Nat will not like that. Try something else then. Something. Any suggestions. I have plenty to do, but I cannot concentrate on anything. So difficult. So annoying. Cant I just fall the fuck asleep? Even when I read I cannot. Explain to me why I can temporarily fall asleep in an uncomfortable chair yet I have my comfy bed under me and I toss and turn all night? Fucking bad spirits. They have no power over me Psychologically but they fuck with my sleep like mad. I think I am going that way.